Lately, I've been having trouble finding time for a great deal of things. Before you ask, no, the commissions aren't eating up much of my time. I'm usually able to whip up a page of my own original property alongside a commission on the same day. It's just... other stuff, you know? Videos, stories I post on other sites, so on.

Now and then, I take a day to write more of Nova Orbis, or a script for a video, or whatever. My schedule is very inconsistent, lately.

I still want to make something Felarya related, soon.

Anyone remember that "Railway Series" fan fiction I put together about Evangeline? Some people really enjoyed that, or at least appreciated it, but there's always going to be that one guy who says "Man, I used to think you were cool, but now look at you! Now you're making Thomas fan fiction? Pheh! I thought better of you!" like I'm regressing and my autism is getting worse or whatever.

Truth be told, I had ideas for a few other books about more original characters planned in my head. I even wrote some of them down. But seeing that one comment was enough to completely discourage me from releasing any more of them, because I was worried that would ruin my image.

You know, as a guy who puts out super dark stuff filled with evil like The Devilman... which is ANOTHER project I really want to finish sometime, seeing as I only had two more volumes planned, which I could probably finish up in a year if I just stopped working on everything else for a time and focused on that.

Except, you know.... that's an entire year that could go toward other things.

The problem is, there are so many different sects of my fanbase I've cultivated over the years, people who come to me MAINLY for this thing or that thing, yet they don't tend to overlap very much. So, when I focus on one sect, I feel like I'm neglecting the others, and I don't want to neglect any of them for too long. Anytime someone on youtube asks me when the next Bionicle "Megareview" will be out (because they don't know I'm a member of sites like this and so they think I don't have anything else to do with my time), it's a HUGE STRESSER for me.

I dunno... I guess I'm just wondering what people want out of me lately, and what they'll be okay with. Even after I release this big story I still haven't revealed publicly yet, I'll probably always still release SOME sort of fanfiction on the side, just for fun. We'll see.

Bust- $10
Full body shot- $20
+$15 for each additional character
+$15 for a background
Comic book cover/page- $30

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